| HOLY SHIT LOOK WHAT I FOUND |
[29 Jan 2008|08:10am] |
Making a post, that nobody will read.
It's 8 in the morning... guess why I'm up.
No, it's not because I woke up early,
but because I haven't gone to bed
yet.
I have class in 3 hours,
which really sucks.
I wish I wish I slept normal,
because I keep sleeping through
my day classes.
That's no good, I don't want to fail.
But whatever, I don't care.
And if you thought this was a poem,
just because the lines are cut off
and continue on the next line...
you got duped!
PS: Chris do you still use this thing, I don't know man I mean I know you still got an account here I see it on my friends list but I don't know if you still use this this thing. I haven't talked to you in forever dude, get in touch or w/e.
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| i have horrible money management |
[08 Oct 2005|12:48am] |
i owe myself like 70 or 80 dollars :|
but it cant be my fault... maybe if work scheduled me more than one day a week :(
hours are supposed to pick up i think... im only seasonal and the season hasnt really started yet.
after i get my paycheck tomorrow i will only owe myself about 50 bucks. but still, geez. at this rate it will take me another two weeks to pay myself back on THAT 50 bucks.
i noticed the last time i posted was on september 11th. i didnt even mention it or anything, so i guess, 9/11 never forget?
maybe i will update this more
with ramblings
and selfish thoughts.
just maybe.
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| Updateded |
[11 Sep 2005|03:43pm] |
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I guess I'm updating this. I never do. Mostly update my website. I got a PSP. It's fun. I don't even know why I'm updating. Nobody reads this.
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| blahhh |
[26 Jul 2005|03:14am] |
seen some movies lately. batman, charlie, other perhaps? they are all okay. batman begins is rock on, charlie is meh. people need to shut up during movies (war of the worlds and charlie and the chocolate factory had idiots in the theater)
this is more of a "because i havent posted in a while post" than an "informative and useful" post
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| another dream |
[12 Jul 2005|02:57am] |
i dont know what is up with my dreams.
so im with 3 other guys, i dont know who they were but in my dream apparently we were best friends. we were in the ghetto or something at a basketball court and i dont remember what happened but the cops picked us up and put us in an interegation room. we were just standing around until one of the cops came up to me and said "harrison im sorry to inform you but you are HIV positive" and he told everyone else they were too. i was like WTF and started getting angry slamming doors and throwing shit. then one of the other guys admitted to having AIDS all along. one of the other guys got real mad and started yelling at him and shit and i looked at the guy that already had AIDS and i was like look man im pissed off too but i cant hate you you are a real good friend and then he tried to kiss me but i pushed him off (i guess since he had AIDS he was gay? my mind is stereotypical -_-) i dont know how we got AIDS from him but apparently thats how we got ours. then the guy that was flipping out to the guy who had AIDS was like im the only one here who didnt already have AIDS and i was like neither did I and he was like oh yeah? and i was like yeah i never had sex and he was like what about drugs and i was like nope, and he was like youve never done drugs? and i was like well i smoked weed once but that was it and hes like oh. then we were released and my parents were there and we had to go to a wedding. it was my uncles wedding (who is already married now, but just got married in september) but the wedding was in like a courthouse or something. i told my parents i didnt get them a wedding present, so i ran to the corner store real quick. i came back and showed my parents the presents i got them. one was a spoon that was about 5 feet long. the other one was the mask of Loki as seen from the movie "The Mask". i also bought a bunch of coutnerfeit DVD's but those were for us. (i remember some of the movies i listed to my parents in the dream were that bubba ho-tep mummy movie, superman 1, batman 1, some jet li movie, a couple tom cruise movies including top gun 3) after that my dream suddenly changed. i was in the house we lived in about 7 years ago. i "woke up" and had to piss real bad. i went to the bathroom and it seemed like i was pissing for a long time. then i heard my parents talking and i checked it was 4 am. they were in the kitchen so i went there and my dad was going to go train some hunting dogs or something. i told my mom "did i ever tell you about my dream where i was diagnosed with HIV? i wonder what that was all about"
and then i woke up for real
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| I made a horibble, horrible mistake. |
[08 Jul 2005|11:12am] |
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So I wake up this morning from a bizarre dream about technology because I feel something tickle me and fear it is la cukaracha. I take a shower and decide its time to eat some food. I TWO glroious peanut butter and banana sandwhich. The mistake? I POURED COKE INSTEAD OF MILK. THIS TASTES HORRIBLE
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| Star Wars |
[05 Jul 2005|02:51pm] |
I was just thinking. So many people claim that Star Wars Epsidoe I was terrible. A travesty to the original films. Well, for being a film that a lot of people claim not to like, it sure is the 5th top grossing film of all time. In fact, it has grossed more than all of the other Star Wars films, new and old, except for the original 1977 A New Hope (2nd top grossing film ever). I also find it funny that Episodes II and III grossed more than the remaining two Star Wars out of the original trilogy. Episode III grossed more than II though, which makes sense, on the account that a lot more people seem to like it. Shouldn't III beat out I also though? I mean if so many people claim to not like I. Episode III only has a couple of more weeks to gross 60 million more dollars to beat out Episode I, and I don't think that is going to happen. Maybe the reason Episode I grossed so much was because it was the first chapter in a story that millions of people know and love. Maybe it was because it came to theaters twice (in the summer and again around christmas time). But if people didn't like this, then why would they have went to go see it so many times? Did they decide they didn't like it in retrospect? That's dumb. People are dumb. Stop complaining. Star Wars is awesome.
box office souce: link
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| House Arrest |
[30 Jun 2005|12:44pm] |
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Still bound to my home. I COULD go walking on this brutal monstsore, but it would be painful and unnecessary. I have to walk on it tomorrow though - but it's to go see the prosthetic leg man, so it could help me. Since I'll be on my leg tomorrow, I think I'll go see BATMAN!!! Need to check it out before it leaves theatres.
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| Sore |
[28 Jun 2005|11:19pm] |
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My stupid sore it hurts me so. I walk on it anyways though, which doesn't make it better. It's just so damn boring around here, I would rather risk the health of my leg than be bored around here. I saw Land of the Dead sunday night. It was pretty good I guess, I've never been into Zombie movies. Tomorrow I'll probably go out again.
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| >:O |
[25 Jun 2005|11:42pm] |
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So I go to my friend Jay's and me and his brothers get a little drunk. I guess I was dozing in and out because I come to my senses and my face is all minty. I go to the bathroom and I have blue lines all over it and my hair is sticky. I reckon it was toothpaste. I didn't care and I still don't care (I just got home). Boys will be boys, I always say.
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| Maybe I should just make one big entry instead of a bunch of small entries |
[25 Jun 2005|12:54pm] |
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Also, yesterday at the mall, we went to tilt to play the game that we always waste like 10 bucks on trying to win a Nintendo DS. There was a new chick working there who looked pretty cute. But there was something about here, where it was kind of hard to tell how old she was. It's like she could of been aged anywhere from 20 to 35. I put a quarter in a ticket game and wone 10 tickets, and went up to the counter. This was solely just so I could have a reason to engage talking to her. She said I wouldn't like the cheesey 10 ticket items and asked if I wanted the 25 ticket nerd candies. She pulled out a blue one and asked if I wanted blue or red. I naturally said red. Jay said we need to go back today because she will remember us now and now we can go to the next level of hooking up with chicks at tilt (tilt is the mall arcade). It's not that she floored us or anything, I'm just lookin for a gal to be with.
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| Still bored |
[25 Jun 2005|12:50pm] |
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I think I want to join one of those there rating communities. Chris, why don't you suggest some to me.
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| Bored |
[25 Jun 2005|12:42pm] |
I decided that The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy is one of my favorite cartoons ever, up there with Sheep in the Big City
Like I said I would, I got back from Russia on Thursday night. I unpacked and went to bed. Yesterday I hung out with Jay and Brandon, and like I mentioned previously I got some new shirts. I should be taking it easy on the walking though, I got a nasty blister that makes me limp and it wont heal up quickly if I keep walking on it, but my home is so boring. I am going to hang out with Jay, Brandon, Mike and his girlfriend later today. I could go over and hang out with Jay right now. Mike gets off in a couple hours I think, but Brandon wont get off for a while. I think I will call their house right now and get the low down. I need to go do something.
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| Changed person? |
[25 Jun 2005|12:57am] |
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I think my taste in clothes changed when I was in Russia. I bought two polo shirts from the gap tonight.
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| Coming back |
[22 Jun 2005|06:26pm] |
I'm still in Russia. I leave tomorrow and I'm not doing anything today so I will take this opportunity to tell you everything I have done. That is everything I remember and care about saying.
So I leave Atlanta Airport thursday June 2nd but arrive in Moscow on the 3rd because of time zones. That night we went to the circus. Ok this is going to take a long time so I will get a lot of time out of the way by saying I went to see a lot of churches in Moscow, and went to 3 surrounding towns to see churches, including Vladmir where we stayed the night at a hotel on my birthday and I proceded to get drunk and wound up telling some russian guy that the cicle and hammer are popular souveiners in America. He gave me a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. The other surrounding towns were Souzdal, and Sergeiv Pasad.
I've ridden the Metro a lot... the Moscow subway system. It's fun to be crammed up against foreign strangers. Watch out wallet! I happened to be walking by the unveiling of a new monument of Alexander II. It was neat. I went to Red Square which houses St. Basils - that church that many people mistaking call the Kremlin. The Kremlin is actually adjacent to red square and is a walled fortress that houses the capital buildings. It was built back in the Czar days. Almost every Russian town has a Kremlin. Also, I went to the Kremlin - the one in Moscow is huge and I didn't get to see all of it. Back to Red Square - they also keep Lenin's body perserved in a mosoleum there and I saw him. Behind his Mosoleum, a lot of important Russian political leaders, including Stalin, have a grave. Krushev is about the only one not burried there, he is in Novadichy cemetary, where I also went. It is like the cemetary for really rich people.
I've gone to Izhmalava park a few times, its like a flea market. Bought most of my souveniers theres. Went to a few misc museums in Moscow also. This weekend (Friday - Monday) we went to St. Petersburg. Friday night we took a sleeper train (8 hour ride) and arrive Saturday morning. Went to Cathrine the Great's Palace. on Sunday we went to Peter the Great's Palace and St. Isaacs Cathedral, and the Hermitage which is like the Louvre of Russia. On Monday we went to St. Peter and Paul Fortress - which is an island fortress in St. Petersburg and houses most if not all of the old Romanov tsars. We took the sleeper train back on Monday night and in Tuesday we didn't do anything, and today my cousins went out but I stayed at my grandparents home here in Moscow. I had a sore at the end of my nub (I wear prosthetics in case you didn't know) that I had before coming, and after 3 weeks of walking it got pretty bad. When I come back home tomorrow night, I am gonna take it easy until classes start back in August.
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| Vacation |
[02 Jun 2005|09:51am] |
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Just when I remember live journal, I have to leave for 3 weeks. Going to Russia, bbl
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| well then |
[31 May 2005|03:35am] |
i really need to stop forgetting about livejournal... or stop remembering it...
anyways, i finished my freshman year of college i guess. and i leave for russia on thursday for 3 weeks. i was in a student film for a friend who goes to SCAD (savannah college of art and design). apparently the professor who is a hardass liked it and even commented on my performance. i never considering acting, and probably never will. no one will even read this entry. i dont have LJ friends anymore except my good bud chris and this cool chick enprise who i haven't talked to in forever but she seems to still have me as a friend, and the community i've been a member of ever since i started LJ but stopped contributing to soon after when i stopped paying attention to LJ. i will put some purpose into thise entry. a few days ago i wrote something i am ashamed of. it made me feel emo, even as i was writing it, but i felt like i had to write it. i had to wash the feeling out of my system and thats exactly what i did, so im glad i did it, even though im not proud of it. this is also the kind of stereotypical thing that belongs on livejournal. here it is.
"I’m writing this with the fervor of a mad man. A man mad with love. Not even a man. A boy becoming a young man. Already suffering from the tragedy of love. Better to have love and lost than to have never loved at all. Old adage, you never applied. For love was denied before it had a chance to be misplaced. This is written in the stream of conscience. No thinking back. No thinking forward. Can this chicken scratch be read later? Doesn’t matter. The emotion stays the same and the meaning is eternal. This burst of passionate writing can be recreated tomorrow, today, yesterday. I almost forgot. Who can forget? You can’t forget an angel. Angel is an understatement. She’s a goddess. Physical descriptions need not apply but for those who care: dark hair, short--5 feet? The definition of hips. Her face is the reflection of perfect. Theres no lust, or is there? She’s hot. Some would agree, most would agree. But no one goes for her. I can assume one reason, she’s too good--too smart. Too headstrong, too brilliant. Her knowledge equals her beauty. I admired her before I knew her. Before I knew anyone who knew her. Fate would draw me to know her. Goddamn fate. Goddamn it. I didn’t plan to know her. We had common acquaintances. We eventually knew each other casually. I liked her, I knew her--but not her friend. DAMN FRIENDSHIP. The year goes. I’m a year older than her and I’m graduating. I never make a move; she’s too good for me. I graduate. I think about her for a month. I can’t stop it. It’s not easy to forget. She’s my best friend’s neighbor. I still can’t miss her. I don’t care. I’m not afraid of rejection. One day I approach her. She’s perfect. Why why why? Why! I’ve wanted to ask her for so long. Just to hang out. Now I ask her. She’s smart. She senses my priorities. No, she says. We’re friends, she says. Doesn’t want to make it weird, she says. DAMN IT. I’m not her friend! I hate her and I love her. She takes the easy way out. I hate her and I love her. She doesn’t hurt me but she hurts me. The easy way out. I’m disappointed and thankful. I move on. I’m free. Free from her spell. 11 months--I see her again. I ignore her. I have to. I hate her. But I still love her. She is a goddess. She is the devil. I can never have her. She deserves better and we both know it. I take the easy way out. I give up. I give in. I remember her and I hate her. And I love her. Goddamn me."
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| sup |
[06 Feb 2005|02:12pm] |
:)
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| rant |
[04 Feb 2005|08:49pm] |
I am so sick and tired of everyone trying to please everyone these days. There is such thing as black and white you know. Some things just simply are, while others aren't. This is something a lot of people are forgetting and are trying to make everything go in more than one direction. Example, and basis of this rant:
First things first: I have nothing wrong with gay people. Infact, one of my best friends is gay. But, and this is what a lot of people start to take offense at: Being gay is NOT NORMAL. Period. I leave it at that. But a lot of people jump to conclusions right there. Why? Because like I said, people want to please everyone. "Oh you gay basher! How can you say gay people aren't normal?! They are people to you terrible person!!!" - thats what it seems like 70% of America would say these days. That is a 100% ignornat thing to say too. Why? Because abnormal does not mean bad, it does not imply bad. It simply means that it isnt exactly what it says it isnt, its not normal. Being gay is not normal. To make this really clear: I am not saying being gay is wrong. I am not saying being gay is evil. All I am saying, and all I have ever said, is that it is not normal. Now if you are still a shallow person who likes to please everyone, let me compare this to something else. I, Harrison Wallace, do not have feet. My legs were underdeveloped. This is a birth condition. My legs are not normal. I am not normally developed. Therefore, I am not normal. Does this make me a bad person? Does this make me evil? No, it sure doesn't. Now take that and go back to the gay example. A person is born gay. Does that mean they are bad? No. Does that mean they are evil? No. They aren't normal though. And that's all I mean by that. And this is the truth. The reason for this rant is because the issue of homosexuality came up on a forum and I said it's not normal and everyone immediatly jumped to conclusions. I never said anything bad about gay people. It's just not normal. Just like my malformed legs is not normal. Just like being deaf is not normal. Just like being blind is not normal. You are still a person, you just aren't normal. And if this concept of not being "normal" offends you, well thats life. Theres really no reason you should be offended. Im not offended. Why should you?
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[02 Feb 2005|05:57pm] |
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i had an orthodontist appointment today. i scheduled my next one to interfere with work so i wouldnt have to go to work that day. is there anything morally wrong with that?
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